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Songs of DM Rice

by D.M. Rice

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1.
Hymn #135 03:36
Emily met Beelzebub on the day that she turned six He was huffing glue and she was looking for a fix So he said "hey there little lady let me take you for a spin Take a bite out of this apple, be my goddess bathed in sin." So she waved to all the neighbours and she smiled at the cops And she buried all the bodies in her secret special spot Emily met Satan when she turned twenty five She had just got out of rehab He was looking so alive And then she climbed onto his motorbike Without a second thought They cruised down to the cathedral On the altar they smoked pot And they set fire to the preacher And made love over the dust A most unholy sacrament of wretched writhing lust And then they gagged and bound the bishop Just for a little fun Doused the pews in gasoline Blew it to kingdom come Emily met St Peter on the day she kicked the can She said hey there St Pete don't you know that you're my man? When he shook his head she started taking off her clothes She thought back to the stage and struck a naughty pose And she licked the pearly gates with her tongue all forked and smooth And she said big boy St Pete come here I'll make a man of you "I have no choice" St Peter said, his voice booming like bells Then he pulled a lever and sent her straight to hell
2.
My love it's all that you can do To smile through your fear With reoccurring litanies All decadent with tears They flash a morning miracle Our continuity is as fickle as love Has ever been or love will ever be Chasing indiscretions and the chariot swings low Your saviour bums a dollar for to pay the brakeman's toll Delirious with company the fortune you forget Decisive in the retinue of beggars Take the streets with torches wielding insecurity Abandonment you came and went my reoccurring dream I toss and turn a funeral urn that dreams of better days Never mind the gods that lay there waiting A simple phrase you count the days The calendars all lie Inside the room, your lover's womb The world is flattened time The cote du rhone is never old It lights up for the wake Says salvation is always one bad dream away Lock the keys to torture means You haven't got a clue But comfort calls the broken window Downstairs to the view And all the stage it trembled with your final parting breath The crowd will speak miraculous convention I guess I'm empty, guess I'm fair I guess I'm ugly still To turn the hands of fate into a decomposing will That wants no more than beauty for To wake the idle sleep And it falls into a vertigo Disguised as my belief You count the ways you want to stay A zero sum restraint And I've got these brand new roller skates
3.
Yesterday I slit my wrist Tomorrow do the same again Die before you ever know my name Buried in my birth canal The feelings you could never tell How much it hurts to even think of it A time capsule of past laments Forgive me for my compliments I figured they were someplace we could hide Wander wild in my womb Calloused cave, midnight moon Is bleeding silver bullets end to end I can't believe it ends like this Carve your name, ball my fist I can't believe it ends like this A secret that I'm gonna miss Comatose with this remorse I guess it can't get any worse I waited at the coffee shop for days My sober hands could not compare To turn away from every mirror As if that were the perfect alibi Now I'm sick with wanderlust My scars are art that I can't trust To tell me the truth about our love A fleeting fickle joke we made Dancing in the pouring rain The wild cathedral evening
4.
Midnight 04:10
Tonight there's a darkness In your room Shaped like who -ever my mistake was That I thought was you In need of proof The body you would cut Searching for your second skin The body you would burn Begging to be born again Will you tell me your name? If you're not sure I'll wait Tonight by the light of the moon Tonight I knew it was too soon What could I do? What could I do? Will they ever listen? Will they ever understand?
5.
You told me about your nervous breakdown in passing And you're not ever sure if you could call it that Amy says that's the problem with self-diagnosis You can't give something just to take it back And I'm always afraid And I'm always alone And I'm always less than I am This feels less like a revolution And more like a one night stand Never asked for any but I know how to starve And bleed into almost every crowd Never asked for pity Cause I know it's not our place To make such ignorant judgments And when you're searching your spine For a fix to remind you of when you had it all figured out Remember the veins smuggling blood to your brain While you live like you don't know how I swear that I was the sweat that poured down your neck I was the promise that you loved to break I was the echo that cut up your conscience I didn't even hesitate And you just may survive to everyone's surprise You can shed away his pale skin And the day that you die I will follow close behind you Like an orphan caught on a whim Despite what you know this distance erodes A valley of the time we shared And you'll never know if I mean what I say Or if I'm just putting on airs When I tell you now That I'm always brave And I'm always surrounded By friends that are loyal and true The day that I gave up Your bourgeois rebellion And became what you're afraid to You're so afraid
6.
It's not enough to call your name An ocean wave collapses in an effigy away Carolina come and meet me Carolina come and meet me in the morning Away from the silver of the light of the moon In the lighthouse we hid from the dark of the truth Sailed in the distance, split the atom in two The procession never feared the words They sang them just for you Carolina come and meet me Carolina come and meet me in the morning It was sleepy as a Sunday with no alibi Sweating through the bedsheets with innocent white lies Tucked under my nails, the breadcrumbs that I left behind Cascading on a canvas, wandering through the desert We both made it home just fine And slept alone again, and it felt just like the first time Now everyday I carry the weight of the world My friends call me Atlas, all the insults they hurl At the fisher of men and the word on the wall And the patron of saints and the voice that recalls How your body of stone turned the sword into steam And it cut me to pieces as I fell in a dream Of Odysseus bound and confessing his crimes And Penelope scared, she wouldn't stop crying Carolina come and meet me Carolina come and meet me in the morning Carolina come and meet me Carolina come and meet me at the dawn
7.
Daniel how long has it been since we talked? I'm sure you don't remember me In the dark crowded stadium seats You were just like on tv Daniel how could they do that to you? You're an angel, it was plain to see In white robes on the silver screen Too honest to be believed And did you meet John Lennon When you dropped by in heaven? And how does it feel to be back? Walking on rosy stained glass The cow had a heart attack Now they all wait in lines round the corner Of the old comic book shop Freedom's a pair of wet socks Don't know if they're lucky or not This one's for Caroline, oh don't she know Exactly what's been on your mind Last night casper dropped me a line That I wrote before it fell off the vine And hell ain't a place It's a person I'm sure And all that glitters ain't gold How could anyone see What I really mean In a world so lonesome and cold You said don't play cards with Satan He'll deal you an awful hand But the grace of true love has a plan If you're looking for it Punching Joe has lovesick blues In his pinstripe hospital gown People only keep him around For the blood And all of those prophets who sing your songs But don't know what they mean And all my Holden Caulfield memories I guess that they're alright with me Tonight I am wondering with someone else's heart How love makes a fool out of time Even if no hears this I still did my part Of chasing what's been on my mind Daniel when I saw you up on the mount I cried big alligator tears Daniel how could they do that to you? Was it out of love or fear? Daniel how long has it been since we talked? I'm sure you don't remember me In the dark crowded stadium seats You were just like on tv
8.
On the shelf you know you're always wanted Just not what I need I was carrying an eclipse with my body Somewhere in between Evening's dark, a bullet spark Carries over streets And I'm on my way to Babylon, lion of the east You were tender as a thistle with a switchblade Hidden in your coat You were pulling at the future On the off chance of unfurling rope It's all blown up the going's tough I've had enough of that I'm on my way to Babylon, never looking back The one's I meet won't know my name Or have a second thought They'll all stand round and wonder At the memories I forgot Are faded casks of candle wax Ringing in my ears And I'm on my way to Babylon left behind my tears You may find me high or dry or very nearly drowned It may be I changed my name To hide from my renown My face a bust a speck of dust drifting on the sky I'm on my way to Babylon in the sweet by and by Lived the road or so I'm told Witness of the stars All the gutter rats and phantom jacks Know the journey's far They talk only of redemption The slaying of the beast I'm on my way to Babylon, lion of the east
9.
Glory, Glory 04:42
I can't miss the train I don't know my name I'll drink the night down I'll drink it all away When we miss the boat We don't have to know You are everything to me Set my sins aside Call out one more time My jailbird! My little loverboy! Glory, glory Glory, glory I'll sing glory, glory to you all Glory, glory Glory, glory I'll sing glory you're a mess You say I haven't met you yet And I never will
10.
I was walking the night alone In the tall grass of my childhood home The cicadas they were screaming hell But what they said I couldn't tell See the headlights roaring past Velocity of the impact Nothing more than smoke and ash Camera roll, fade to black They didn't know that I could see The revolution following me The ugly night had swallowed up What bled out of my broken cup And it's way over yonder by and by Way over yonder by and by Here today and gone tomorrow Way over yonder by and by I'm always thinking about burning cars Bleeding wrists and prison bars How they could never fit into a song And the inconsistencies of light And how nothing is really right If you think about it for too long I'm out there burning in the backseat I'm under the rubble of Palestine I'm Hiroshima and Nagasaki Slave revolts and witches burning Revolution, children learning Way over yonder by and by Way over yonder by and by There'll be no more sickness, no more sorrow Way over yonder by and by
11.
Freedom is a pill lodged in your throat And you can't hit the note Numbness well it comes and goes in waves You're a river of ink I'm every empty page How can I explain to you Writing alone in my room How can I explain to you In a boring coffee shop tune How can I explain to you What I can't even put a name to You already know So I carve a hole into my throat So I leave the writing on the wall So I set this spotlight here as proof Of what I cannot hope to prove Convention is a decaying estate That we must learn to hate I'm always tangled up with clarity And if I've entrusted everything To chance that is becoming me A prayer disguised as prophecy You will, you will return to me You will, you will return to me You will you will return to me!
12.
If you pass this way again my friend We won't tell it like it is, an ending We'll hold our head up high And talk about the old times Settle down, and get real drunk Remember when you almost lost your mind? And laughed so hard you couldn't help but cry? Tell me what did we do wrong Our there singing our songs We never meant to hurt no one The moon is rocking gently far away I wonder if she feel the pulsing weight That rocks the waves It will be like going back in time The crowd of the revival Dancing in a line You'll tell it like it is Without throwing a fit You hurt yourself You fickle kid And somehow I know that you're waiting for me Always working through your insecurity You fickle thing And the sun sits so damn close that I need shades I wonder if he notices the way I hesitate

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How many miles stand between us? How do the days seem like lifetimes and the years pass in a moment? How many other lives, subjectivities have we claimed in truth and falsity? What characters are conveyed in the primal echo chamber of contemporary thought? The glimpses into root and seductive branch, always reaching after equal and opposite forces. Dissembled scales fragmented cycles of deviance in the guise of continuity. Strangers invited to the precarity of shared experience. Not mine, or so far away that I can't recognise the faces which were once kin to me. Now the only stars that shine are lone. Leave, if you cannot stay. Desist. How many ways to spin the fable of millennia? How many lifetimes laid to rest in mine?

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released July 13, 2023

These songs were written between 2009 and 2017, as far as I can remember. Some of them were collaborations, but mostly my own, insular work, which didn't have a place in the other releases.

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D.M. Rice England, UK

Founder of Holy Island Records, a DIY label based in the UK––inspired by the beauty of its namesake.

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